What am I doing now?

I don’t have a well thought out intro today. What I’m about to share has been a heavy burden on my heart, just as heavy as the spiritual warfare some of us are probably facing right now. 

I was beside myself. I looked in the mirror and suddenly saw someone I didn’t recognize. Who in the world is that? From that moment on, I started on a journey that was dark and painful, yet simultaneously freeing and joyful.